Post by North Korea on Apr 13, 2010 10:10:00 GMT -6
So... maybe the death of Pol's president wasn't such a bad thing after all.
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AlwaysMYturnDUH: ...*slowly gets off from the couch as he drags himself to the door, opens it, then goes back to the couch, not waiting for Amer to come in or even acknowledge him* ..................... *buries his face in his knees again*
UnitedStatesofME: ......-Frowns, walking into the house before he closed the door behind him- ....I'm real sorry to hear the news...
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *nods slowly, though not lifting his head from his knees* .......... *not saying anything*
UnitedStatesofME: ........-He let out a small sigh, sitting down next to pol- I know we haven't really gotten along...But I will help in any way that I can. You practically are family now.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: .... *nodnod* I know... I'm sorry for being horrible to you. *voice was a bit muffled as he still didn't lift his head from his knees*
UnitedStatesofME: .....You had every right to be. -He murmured, resting a hand on his shoulder-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *shakes head* No, no, I had no right... I... was in love with him, and yet, I never said... It was never in my place to get angry, or get jealous, anyway... *getting even more depressed about this now* But, that's okay now.... I guess. What I'm worrying about most is how to run my country... I mean, we have the PM, but... *bites his lower lip, fighting back tears* He was a good president... He spoke so kindly to me... He was... He was.... *stops before he breaks down*
UnitedStatesofME: He was actually a good boss....-He whispered, tone understanding- Unfortunately though...Our bosses are human. Even though a lot of the time...We don't want them to ever have to leave...We'll help the best we can, if you need too you can stay with us for now.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: I KNOW HE'S HUMAN! *screeches, tears flowing freely from his face now* Everyone keeps saying that! "he's human, he's gonna die someday." I know that! But the point is! On a plane crash, so unexpected, in Russia, I... I... he didn't deserve such a death.. he was such a good man... And he was young too... I... I...! *breaks down now, ironically, and shakes all over, tears flowing, while hugging himself*
UnitedStatesofME: ..........-He remained quiet for a minute, pulling Pol into a firm hug as his eyes closed- I know...But....It might have just been his time...As terrible as it was...
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *doesn't know what he;s doing now as he finds himself clinging to Amer, soaking the other's shirt with his tears* I was even talking to him the day before... we were laughing together... He wasn't just a boss to me! He was... he was... he was one of the good ones, one of the ones whose every intent was good for our country... It was so rare that I even liked a boss... We were joking, and laughing... we were.. just a day before... and talking ... and.. *is now babbling nonsense, crying freely, clinging to the other for dear comfort*
UnitedStatesofME: .....I know....Just let it all out...-he whispered, rubbing calmly at his back to try and help with the comforting-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *doesn't have anythign else to say as he continues crying, the sadness, grief, and whatnot over the past few days finally releasing themselves from his body in the form of tears* Dlaczego pan Kaczyński ... Dlaczego musisz odejść tak wcześnie?! (Polish: Why, Mr. Kaczynski... Why did you have to leave so early?!)
UnitedStatesofME: ......-doesn't understand a word of it, just letting him cry-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *clinging still, his heart heavy and burdened, still not in his real sense since he is still speaking Polish* Byłeś wielkim człowiekiem ... Wielkich ludzi należy zawsze umierają przedwcześnie?! Oraz w tragedii?! (You were a great man... Must great men always die early?! AND IN A TRAGEDY?!)
UnitedStatesofME: ..........Just let it out....-He whispered, continued to rub at his back-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: .... *Quite done now as he hiccups violently as he slowly pulls away, staring at the ground, sniffling* ...I-I'm sorry.. I.. shouldn't have done that.. *wipes tears* Now you're wet with my tears. *laughs awkwardly, pointing at his shirt*
UnitedStatesofME: -Gives a dismissive wave with an awkward laugh- It's fine...Really.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *composes self as he continues to fix himself, awkward and embarassed* ...Sorry, I should have at least served you tea, and now I just cried on you.... It must be really stupid of me to cry over a boss, but... he was a really good one....
UnitedStatesofME: ....I understand completely. -He said with a quiet sigh, looking up toward the ceiling- Did the same when we lost FDR...
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ............Why are humans so fragile? Why are WE the ONLY ones cursed of living on, seeing many good bosses die before our eyes, not being able to do anything?! *looks like he's about to break down again*
UnitedStatesofME: .......Someone has too, right? -He murmured, tone contemplative-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ...I know... I know... But... but... but.... *shields his eyes with his arm, tears falling again* ...Dammit these tears...
UnitedStatesofME: ......You have every right to cry though. If he was as great as you say he was....Then the crying is necessary.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....I know, but... I vowed never to cry anymore.. *laughs awkwardly* ...I really shouldn't make promises I never keep...
UnitedStatesofME: .....Something like this though...Crying is ok. -gives a small, awkward smile- Ya know...I am sorry for being a bit of an ass to you..
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ...Pfff, that's fine. /I'M/ sorry for being an ass to you. Even though I had no right.
UnitedStatesofME: -blinks- Wait, your...Apologizing to me? -pointing to pol than himself-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: Hahaha, I guess. *smiles a bit awkwardly at Amer* I'm really, really sorry for burdening you and Liet. I love both of you as family, and Danny too, especially.
UnitedStatesofME: ...Heh...Wow...Never thought I'd hear you say that. -rubs at the back of his own neck with a nervous smile- Thought you hated that me and Liet are together.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....Ffff, no. I've... learned to accept it. I mean, at first I have to admit... Yes, I hated, LOATHED you two being together. I kept thinking, "Liet should have been mine.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: * But..... I've come to accept that I'm wrong, that I've missed my chance, and I must let Liet be happy with the man he loved. Besides, you two had Danny. Where would my happiness be now, if it wasn't for him? *smiles softly, completely srs about this*
UnitedStatesofME: If it helps...Danny adores you. Think that's his mom coming out in him, but I've heard him say that your like a second mom to him. -gives a small smile-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: FFFFF. REally? *HAPPY AT THAT COMMENT KTHX* I always thought I just annoyed him. xD;;; But that's good to know. I really do love the little guy. <3 Especially since I practically helped raise him... >>;;;;; The little devil.
UnitedStatesofME: -He couldn't help but chuckle, nodding- He looks up to you, he wants to see you happy too.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *feeling a lot better now, thanks to all this* ....I can see that. Danny's a good kid. He takes after both of his parents. *smiles softly*
UnitedStatesofME: ...Wait, you're actually acknowledging that he's my son now? -blinks, though stunned he grinned- Ya know...He's been talking about trying to match you up with someone.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ..... *facepalm* That's Danny, alright. With who, now? *IS TOO SHY TO DO THESE THINGS!*
UnitedStatesofME: Dunno, some guy related to Iggy. -shrugs- He's more in contact with them than I am.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ......NO THANK YOU. >> *doesn't want anything to do with the British, kthx
UnitedStatesofME: ....Dunno, you should give it a shot. Maybe you out and dating again will help.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: .....fff. No. I'm fine with just Danny visiting me, I don't want the hassle of putting my heart out there then getting it broken again. -A- *is obviously disillusioned with lurve*
UnitedStatesofME: ...You never know, right? -cocks his head slightly-
UnitedStatesofME: We all want to see you getting out there and actually finding someone, and from the sounds of it Danny's getting everything set up...-grins-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: NO, srsly, no thank you. -A- I don't want anything to do with the British, and I DONT NEED LOVE. *will need convincing, yo*
UnitedStatesofME: I don't see why...It's spring Pol, even the kids are starting to get with other people. And a life without love is just...Sad.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: BUT I DO HAVE LOVE! *flails* I have you guys. ;A; And besides... I don't really want to focus on those things yet. I have a country to run. -A-
UnitedStatesofME: ....Think about it....Wouldn't having someone around to help...Besides, it'd be better for you also in the long run.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....Pfff. I don't know. I still think I'm very capable by myself. *srs face*
UnitedStatesofME: Wouldn't you want to possibly see what it'd be like to have someone different around though?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ...No, not really, no. *determined shake of the head*
UnitedStatesofME: Dunno, i've actually seen this guy. You'd like him. -grin-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: Pfff. NO. NO THANKS. >>
AlwaysMYturnDUH: Unless he's like Liet, no thanks.
UnitedStatesofME: -raises a brow- Give the guy a chance? At least Danny was smart enough to not set you up with a girl.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ......... *facepalms* How did your kid come to know me so much? xD
UnitedStatesofME: He's always around you, that's why. -chuckles- I think he knew that if he did set you up with a girl it'd be like having two lesbians.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *punches Al lightly on the arm, laughing* You. Watch your mouth. xD
UnitedStatesofME: -grins, laughing right back- It's true though.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: FFFF. Yeah, it is. But... *turns srs again* I'm sure about not wanting love. I really don't want to fall in love again. Besides. I'm MUCH too shy to just go meet someone... >>;;;;;;
UnitedStatesofME: -raises a brow- So, you're wanting to disappoint your nephew?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....That's just dirty, America. >>
UnitedStatesofME: He's setting all this up for you. -shrugs- At least give this guy a chance.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *SIGHS, he CANT win* FINE. I look at him, see, then leave. Okay? -A-
UnitedStatesofME: Nope, ou have to stay for the whole date. -grin-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ......... *just for the sake of ending the argument* FINE. /ONE/ DATE. -A-
UnitedStatesofME: -We'll see where it leads. -chuckles- Maybe you want to see this guy again?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: I'm sure I won't. >> I told you, NOTHING to do with the British.
UnitedStatesofME: -blinks- Why not?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: Because. They're all loud and obnoxious and stuff like that. *btw, is not happy enough to return to valley girl accent*
UnitedStatesofME: -smirks- Like how I used to be?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: WELL. You WERE raised by England, so it's understandable. >>;;;;;;
UnitedStatesofME: .......Hey, I got better didn't I? >>
AlwaysMYturnDUH: .... *pats* Yes, dear. Yes you did. >>;;;;;;;
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *NO NOT REALLY*
UnitedStatesofME: Just give this guy a chance. -sighs, shaking his head- We're all for you actually going out and dating again.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *sighs* Alright, if you insist. but I must tell you, my country comes first, so I really dont know when I can prioritize that. *sighs*
UnitedStatesofME: -dismissive wave- Understandable, but you also do need to think about yourself also.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....ffff. I wish I had that luxury. *sighs as he remembers his president again* ....
UnitedStatesofME: It'd also get your mind off all the crap that's going on...You could really use it.
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AlwaysMYturnDUH: ...*slowly gets off from the couch as he drags himself to the door, opens it, then goes back to the couch, not waiting for Amer to come in or even acknowledge him* ..................... *buries his face in his knees again*
UnitedStatesofME: ......-Frowns, walking into the house before he closed the door behind him- ....I'm real sorry to hear the news...
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *nods slowly, though not lifting his head from his knees* .......... *not saying anything*
UnitedStatesofME: ........-He let out a small sigh, sitting down next to pol- I know we haven't really gotten along...But I will help in any way that I can. You practically are family now.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: .... *nodnod* I know... I'm sorry for being horrible to you. *voice was a bit muffled as he still didn't lift his head from his knees*
UnitedStatesofME: .....You had every right to be. -He murmured, resting a hand on his shoulder-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *shakes head* No, no, I had no right... I... was in love with him, and yet, I never said... It was never in my place to get angry, or get jealous, anyway... *getting even more depressed about this now* But, that's okay now.... I guess. What I'm worrying about most is how to run my country... I mean, we have the PM, but... *bites his lower lip, fighting back tears* He was a good president... He spoke so kindly to me... He was... He was.... *stops before he breaks down*
UnitedStatesofME: He was actually a good boss....-He whispered, tone understanding- Unfortunately though...Our bosses are human. Even though a lot of the time...We don't want them to ever have to leave...We'll help the best we can, if you need too you can stay with us for now.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: I KNOW HE'S HUMAN! *screeches, tears flowing freely from his face now* Everyone keeps saying that! "he's human, he's gonna die someday." I know that! But the point is! On a plane crash, so unexpected, in Russia, I... I... he didn't deserve such a death.. he was such a good man... And he was young too... I... I...! *breaks down now, ironically, and shakes all over, tears flowing, while hugging himself*
UnitedStatesofME: ..........-He remained quiet for a minute, pulling Pol into a firm hug as his eyes closed- I know...But....It might have just been his time...As terrible as it was...
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *doesn't know what he;s doing now as he finds himself clinging to Amer, soaking the other's shirt with his tears* I was even talking to him the day before... we were laughing together... He wasn't just a boss to me! He was... he was... he was one of the good ones, one of the ones whose every intent was good for our country... It was so rare that I even liked a boss... We were joking, and laughing... we were.. just a day before... and talking ... and.. *is now babbling nonsense, crying freely, clinging to the other for dear comfort*
UnitedStatesofME: .....I know....Just let it all out...-he whispered, rubbing calmly at his back to try and help with the comforting-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *doesn't have anythign else to say as he continues crying, the sadness, grief, and whatnot over the past few days finally releasing themselves from his body in the form of tears* Dlaczego pan Kaczyński ... Dlaczego musisz odejść tak wcześnie?! (Polish: Why, Mr. Kaczynski... Why did you have to leave so early?!)
UnitedStatesofME: ......-doesn't understand a word of it, just letting him cry-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *clinging still, his heart heavy and burdened, still not in his real sense since he is still speaking Polish* Byłeś wielkim człowiekiem ... Wielkich ludzi należy zawsze umierają przedwcześnie?! Oraz w tragedii?! (You were a great man... Must great men always die early?! AND IN A TRAGEDY?!)
UnitedStatesofME: ..........Just let it out....-He whispered, continued to rub at his back-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: .... *Quite done now as he hiccups violently as he slowly pulls away, staring at the ground, sniffling* ...I-I'm sorry.. I.. shouldn't have done that.. *wipes tears* Now you're wet with my tears. *laughs awkwardly, pointing at his shirt*
UnitedStatesofME: -Gives a dismissive wave with an awkward laugh- It's fine...Really.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *composes self as he continues to fix himself, awkward and embarassed* ...Sorry, I should have at least served you tea, and now I just cried on you.... It must be really stupid of me to cry over a boss, but... he was a really good one....
UnitedStatesofME: ....I understand completely. -He said with a quiet sigh, looking up toward the ceiling- Did the same when we lost FDR...
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ............Why are humans so fragile? Why are WE the ONLY ones cursed of living on, seeing many good bosses die before our eyes, not being able to do anything?! *looks like he's about to break down again*
UnitedStatesofME: .......Someone has too, right? -He murmured, tone contemplative-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ...I know... I know... But... but... but.... *shields his eyes with his arm, tears falling again* ...Dammit these tears...
UnitedStatesofME: ......You have every right to cry though. If he was as great as you say he was....Then the crying is necessary.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....I know, but... I vowed never to cry anymore.. *laughs awkwardly* ...I really shouldn't make promises I never keep...
UnitedStatesofME: .....Something like this though...Crying is ok. -gives a small, awkward smile- Ya know...I am sorry for being a bit of an ass to you..
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ...Pfff, that's fine. /I'M/ sorry for being an ass to you. Even though I had no right.
UnitedStatesofME: -blinks- Wait, your...Apologizing to me? -pointing to pol than himself-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: Hahaha, I guess. *smiles a bit awkwardly at Amer* I'm really, really sorry for burdening you and Liet. I love both of you as family, and Danny too, especially.
UnitedStatesofME: ...Heh...Wow...Never thought I'd hear you say that. -rubs at the back of his own neck with a nervous smile- Thought you hated that me and Liet are together.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....Ffff, no. I've... learned to accept it. I mean, at first I have to admit... Yes, I hated, LOATHED you two being together. I kept thinking, "Liet should have been mine.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: * But..... I've come to accept that I'm wrong, that I've missed my chance, and I must let Liet be happy with the man he loved. Besides, you two had Danny. Where would my happiness be now, if it wasn't for him? *smiles softly, completely srs about this*
UnitedStatesofME: If it helps...Danny adores you. Think that's his mom coming out in him, but I've heard him say that your like a second mom to him. -gives a small smile-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: FFFFF. REally? *HAPPY AT THAT COMMENT KTHX* I always thought I just annoyed him. xD;;; But that's good to know. I really do love the little guy. <3 Especially since I practically helped raise him... >>;;;;; The little devil.
UnitedStatesofME: -He couldn't help but chuckle, nodding- He looks up to you, he wants to see you happy too.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *feeling a lot better now, thanks to all this* ....I can see that. Danny's a good kid. He takes after both of his parents. *smiles softly*
UnitedStatesofME: ...Wait, you're actually acknowledging that he's my son now? -blinks, though stunned he grinned- Ya know...He's been talking about trying to match you up with someone.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ..... *facepalm* That's Danny, alright. With who, now? *IS TOO SHY TO DO THESE THINGS!*
UnitedStatesofME: Dunno, some guy related to Iggy. -shrugs- He's more in contact with them than I am.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ......NO THANK YOU. >> *doesn't want anything to do with the British, kthx
UnitedStatesofME: ....Dunno, you should give it a shot. Maybe you out and dating again will help.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: .....fff. No. I'm fine with just Danny visiting me, I don't want the hassle of putting my heart out there then getting it broken again. -A- *is obviously disillusioned with lurve*
UnitedStatesofME: ...You never know, right? -cocks his head slightly-
UnitedStatesofME: We all want to see you getting out there and actually finding someone, and from the sounds of it Danny's getting everything set up...-grins-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: NO, srsly, no thank you. -A- I don't want anything to do with the British, and I DONT NEED LOVE. *will need convincing, yo*
UnitedStatesofME: I don't see why...It's spring Pol, even the kids are starting to get with other people. And a life without love is just...Sad.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: BUT I DO HAVE LOVE! *flails* I have you guys. ;A; And besides... I don't really want to focus on those things yet. I have a country to run. -A-
UnitedStatesofME: ....Think about it....Wouldn't having someone around to help...Besides, it'd be better for you also in the long run.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....Pfff. I don't know. I still think I'm very capable by myself. *srs face*
UnitedStatesofME: Wouldn't you want to possibly see what it'd be like to have someone different around though?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ...No, not really, no. *determined shake of the head*
UnitedStatesofME: Dunno, i've actually seen this guy. You'd like him. -grin-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: Pfff. NO. NO THANKS. >>
AlwaysMYturnDUH: Unless he's like Liet, no thanks.
UnitedStatesofME: -raises a brow- Give the guy a chance? At least Danny was smart enough to not set you up with a girl.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ......... *facepalms* How did your kid come to know me so much? xD
UnitedStatesofME: He's always around you, that's why. -chuckles- I think he knew that if he did set you up with a girl it'd be like having two lesbians.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *punches Al lightly on the arm, laughing* You. Watch your mouth. xD
UnitedStatesofME: -grins, laughing right back- It's true though.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: FFFF. Yeah, it is. But... *turns srs again* I'm sure about not wanting love. I really don't want to fall in love again. Besides. I'm MUCH too shy to just go meet someone... >>;;;;;;
UnitedStatesofME: -raises a brow- So, you're wanting to disappoint your nephew?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....That's just dirty, America. >>
UnitedStatesofME: He's setting all this up for you. -shrugs- At least give this guy a chance.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *SIGHS, he CANT win* FINE. I look at him, see, then leave. Okay? -A-
UnitedStatesofME: Nope, ou have to stay for the whole date. -grin-
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ......... *just for the sake of ending the argument* FINE. /ONE/ DATE. -A-
UnitedStatesofME: -We'll see where it leads. -chuckles- Maybe you want to see this guy again?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: I'm sure I won't. >> I told you, NOTHING to do with the British.
UnitedStatesofME: -blinks- Why not?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: Because. They're all loud and obnoxious and stuff like that. *btw, is not happy enough to return to valley girl accent*
UnitedStatesofME: -smirks- Like how I used to be?
AlwaysMYturnDUH: WELL. You WERE raised by England, so it's understandable. >>;;;;;;
UnitedStatesofME: .......Hey, I got better didn't I? >>
AlwaysMYturnDUH: .... *pats* Yes, dear. Yes you did. >>;;;;;;;
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *NO NOT REALLY*
UnitedStatesofME: Just give this guy a chance. -sighs, shaking his head- We're all for you actually going out and dating again.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: *sighs* Alright, if you insist. but I must tell you, my country comes first, so I really dont know when I can prioritize that. *sighs*
UnitedStatesofME: -dismissive wave- Understandable, but you also do need to think about yourself also.
AlwaysMYturnDUH: ....ffff. I wish I had that luxury. *sighs as he remembers his president again* ....
UnitedStatesofME: It'd also get your mind off all the crap that's going on...You could really use it.
