Post by Siberia on Jan 6, 2011 16:35:52 GMT -6
Is it true, what they say? Are we too blind to find a way?
Fear of the unknown cloud our hearts today.
[/size][/u][/i]Fear of the unknown cloud our hearts today.
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Present day Siberia
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/Was all this my fault? Am I alone by my own hand?/ He had to ask the question, sitting in the snow like he was, with silver hair fluttering low around his shoulders. He wondered if the dulled white would form and speak to him again, like it seemed to in the moments he needed comfort the most. General Winter, his only comfort in this land of ice and snow. The only 'human contact' he'd had since the age of seven. Arkady Braginsky could well remember the day his brother had left him there, telling him, "Now be good, my little Vasily. You're needed here." The older Nation never answered the tiny pathetic why that came out of his younger brother…only moved to leave.
And so he'd been alone. Since he had been 7, he'd wandered the ice and desolate wasteland of his home, finding the occasional body, and thinking them dolls his brother had left him to play with, bringing them home. After the nasty shock of discovering them to be dead citizens, he eventually snapped. Then they truly became only dolls. In his house riddled with skeletons and porcelain, Arkady was the only living being. Not even a dog or a bird to keep him company. The younger had tried birds, bringing one home to sing for him once. Once. When the pretty canary had died on the trek home, the tiny 12 year old clung to its body….before storing it somewhere safe, behind his home, where nothing could touch it.
Sad as his history was, one could not truly say that Arkady was unhappy. The blue eyed silverette had lived so many years here that his memory of anything before the ice was blurred into the memories of everything within the snow. The air blasting his face, with shards pelting his body. If he had family, he didn't know them, and friends had disappeared into the mists, the only one he knew or remembered being General Winter himself. /It must be my fault. Such a bad boy we are….such a bad boy….being punished, Arkady….All alone./, Sure, he occasionally managed to get out, to get away, but he was still always alone. The times spent in the sun never lasted long, because….someone in his head. One of the many voices…..that contrasted the stark silence, always called him back.
That was his true pain, the silence , the hardships he held onto, all because of the silence. The only people he could still remember were the hulking nation who he'd called brother, once upon a time, and a young blonde girl, with a blue dress.....oh god, what was her name? Why couldn't he remember? Why couldn't their names come to mind? "брат....сестра..." He called out pitifully to the snow, whimpering softly at the thought of the loss. The boy felt the icy grip of the snow, the buffeting wind around him. He should have been cold....he should have felt something ,right? But no....it was so lost...All of it, lost.
Leaning against his house, the boy curled into himself, the fur jacket he'd made himself keeping him warm, even in these frigid temperatures. Something told him that he wasn't alone. The voices in his head told him /Sweet Arkady, we're never alone. We have each other. Do as we say, and everything will be okay.../ And he believed them. Arkady knew he needed them there. If it weren't for them, if they weren't there, he truly would be alone. "отец..." He was calling for the one man who'd never left him alone now...the only family he knew....отец......!"
/Come to us, Father of the Cold./
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Come into my world, see through my eyes,
Try to understand, don't wanna lose what we have.
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Come into my world, see through my eyes,
Try to understand, don't wanna lose what we have.